This is crap

I was so stressed last night I just went to bed to make my head shut up. I just could not stop thinking about the solution to a work problem (or rather a problematic task). Yes that made my wife feel even more alone since she has already been feeling that way since I got sick then turned into an ass.

I feel kind of like it's Friday and I want the world to take a little vacation.

So much for stability.

I also feel like some of the things I try to do all the time just need to go away. It's like I am a big fat joke.

So yes I am feeling sorry for myself and don't feel like taking steps to fix it. I will have to take steps to fix it, though. So I will. Today. I hope.

I have to go. I have wandering to do. It's my lunch time.

:P